I know how everyone says, 'Every cloud has a silver lining' and all that sunshiny crap they spew at people like me facing the blues of life... The way they throw happy-happy vibes at you regardless of the fact that it bounces right off and makes you feel even worse. To those who try - Don't quit trying, but just... Adopt another way if you can. And those going through the motion - well, I don't know if it'll ever be over, but it'll feel insignificant and small later on. But at this moment, nothing can hurt more and nothing can be insignificant. This moment feels permanent and heavy. It feels like I'm just stuck. My battery has died out. I'm a hollow and empty body moving around. All sense of purpose lost, all emotions dried out, all hope invisible. The only one who matters, doesn't care. And how could he? He doesn't even know a fraction of what and how I feel. Of how much I care, how much I feel, how much it hurts. Because he's on another level while I'm still static... there where he left me.
My mood: a bit Dejected-Given Up
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